Thursday, July 29, 2010




TAKE days to be alone …. walk with your thoughts …

one of my favorite poems..
DEMAND
Listen!
Dear dream of utter aliveness-
Touching my body of utter death-
Tell me, O quickly! dream of aliveness,
The flaming source of your bright breath.
Tell me, O dream of utter aliveness-
Knowing so well the wind and the sun-
Where is this light
Your eyes see forever?
And what is the wind
You touch when you run?
Langston Hughes






Sunday, July 25, 2010

? why women always downing other women.............can we bring each other up!!!!!



I don't understand why the competition but then there are more men than women and they feel i have to look better, do things the other wouldn't , or be the best all around....but women some will never look at another female as just that, but always as "Oh she think she cute", why she wearing that", "that is not her color"................i am going to come back to this.........i need to word my comment right

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Ani Difranco

I want somebody who sees the pointlessness And still keeps their purpose in mind I want somebody who has a tortured soul Some of the time I want somebody who will either put out for me Or put me out of misery Or maybe just put it all to words And make me say, you know I never heard it put that way Make me say, what did you just say? I want somebody who can hold my interest Hold it and never let it fall Someone who can flatten me with a kiss That hits like a fist Or a sentence, that stops me like a brick wall Because if you hear me talking Listen to what I?m not saying If you hear me playing guitar Listen to what I?m not playing And don?t ask me to put words To all the spaces between notes In fact if you have to ask, forget it Do and you?ll regret it I?m tired of being the interesting one I?m tired of heving fun for two Just lay yourself on the line And I might lay myself down by you But don?t sit behind your eyes And wait for me to surprise you I want somebody who can make me Scream until it?s funny Give me a run for my money I want someone who can Twist me up in knots Tell me, for the woman who has everything What have you got? I want someone who?s not afraid of me Or anyone else In other words I want someone Who?s not afraid of themself Do you think I?m asking too much? @@@@ Ani Difranco ### 

? of the DAY! when do you know?

There is a lot of fraudulent love out there: lustful love, rebound love, needy love and so many more.  So which one do you have? True love is the best one to have especially when both parties feel the same. To have loved and lost is worse than to have never loved at all. But some needs to school people on what love really is and stop wasting time with the wrong person.............I WILL BE BACK

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Random Confessions of Denial

Random Confessions of Denial
There is a fixation going around that I need your same
But rivers never stand up, always touch, and consume you with their sane
Something will say everything will be okay even though I am the master of my sphere of influence
My sectional healing is not far the maintenance that I solely require
Is shutting down an option before eternity arrives
The surface of anticipation, chances, and error is where I want to inhabit
Believe that the stars are talking about you as you look at them
Then you will be able to walk on water and take in quandary and still be able to look ahead
Age is the key to perfection so why devastate the gift
From one ear to another we have touch a life that we no longer want to believe in
The feeling of wanting the same lingers in some I kneel until blood arrives asking to take the sensation of want away
Looking past you I see that foundation, looking at you I see the conclusion
You came you saw and concord me, proud as I was the highest peak you never wanted to elaborate on
Condition me into seeing what I am forever blind to
I am insane if I stand here and not throw myself to the invaders before the spies finish screwing with my head
Smooth my inner core into knowing I am the most amazing experience in their eyes
Every kiss was a lie infecting me with the knowledge of things forbidden a fruit I could never eat, but I would still execute for
Prehistoric to this world, finally being discovered now they stand in amazement as they never seen a creature so adapted, but different from anything ever known
I would love to be in an ibu to purify me of all my manifestations, but then I would no longer exist
Remove my tongue, mummify me alive with scarabs enjoying my flesh and still the Hum Dai could never compare to a broken heart
Surrounded by family and friends at a teeming restaurant and your new artwork then leans over kissing your ear saying je vous aime first enlever mon soufflé reads on your face
 yo le quiero ahora she loves your diversity her imagination becomes reality in your presences
I rather be touch by the soul than the flesh
I have denied my future by not confessing my past
 ♥♥♥♥this poem

Drama FREE

So why do people insist bringing the past up to the front row. If it was dealt with then why now? Some people fro some reason love DRAMA in their life like they need it to define them. That is so unattractive, people who love acting their shoe size. And when you don't react to it you are being the better person acting like god gave you sense. Negative things can not punch a hole in something so positive. Some have to decide what they what to be seen has in life and go from there..........until next time............peace & ♥

UPCOMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Love dreams but only driven minded people can make them reality..................another chapter in this book has begun!

STAY IN YOUR LANE OR YOU WILL CRASH!!!!!!

JUST hate when people put there two cents on others personal affairs when they need to be analyzing their own. I have always kept my two cents to myself simply because it is not my business what others do to bring themselves up or down. When asked for my opinion thats is what i give, But if not i stay in my own lane, because once you start worrying about the others cars in the lane, you mess yourself up and crash. I know the car i drive and i will be the only one driving it and paying attention to my surroundings and not someone else's. I am allergic to childish ways. STAY FOCUSED ON YOU AND YOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

(2 of 2) hey loving living this life even enough there are a few roads blocks & dead ends you will find ur way.......IF You ARE DETERMINED!!!!!
 Had a CRAZY WEEKEND...BUT ONE KNOWS HOW TO take the stress away.......painting is so........it gives you this........i can't even put it in words but

Friday, June 18, 2010

STUPID CHICKS

so why do women fall for men that wont give them validaton. Or he tells you UPFRONT he is single, but you continue to see him thinking "well  if i do this or that MAYBE he will make me his.......whatever KNOW YOUR PLACE.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Sittting here at work wishing I was on a island sippin wine half naked

I guess this a begining to a Great End.............................My HEART is Where the SUN SETS